It's late ~

Need to sleep. Heart breaking. Earth quaking~
Goddess
God
Hear my cries, see my tears, they are relentless
know my hurt, feel my pain, it is endless
where did I go wrong this time, all else is good
my heart is broken, over nothing that is should ~
No more reaching out for naught...
six months later and i am caught~
fuck it ~ it's my love, my heart, my LIFE ~
my children are IN IT, all else is inconsequential now
I have goals, I have dreams, over that I am soaring,
the rest, that one, how or why I don't know but it's searing, searing my soul
my soul, so alone and alone so very okay, only when I remember when does the IF come up anyways...
FUCK


Life makes so much more sense when it's erratic and hard, heavy metal, punk rock for the soul
i get that, it's detached and yet a great place to pound out the energy and then just REST

I am sleeping now
I don't know how

tomorrow I will revisit this pain
until then, FUCK all that is the same

I loved him when no one should have been allowed in, i loved him, it felt like a sin, until it didn't ...

I really loved him
FUCK

Your pure daughter

Top 5 things I am grateful for today:
Truth
Kindness
Love
Dancing
Clarity (no matter how much it fucking hurts)

One Blessed Love,
K