Continuous Flow ~

I was so exhausted last night. Quick phone call with one of the besties after a very difficult night that ended on quite a profound note. Heart chakra is open and through it I was able to work with the deepest pain I have ever encountered in another person.  My dear dear friend here on "The Mountain" has been suffering on a level I can not even fathom surviving. Sure as hell put my piddly crap into perspective and  has got me quiet. Quiet and contemplative. Quiet and listening. Quiet and reconsidering this healing and perhaps motivating me on a higher level so I may help her. Be the vessel. Not what I was planning. Not what I will walk away from. Time to kick this all up a few notches, this lady has been instrumental in helping me save myself. Who the hell am I not to return that love? Simply "being there" is not enough. I need to be HERE, RIGHT NOW, and learn to ground, balance, and focus the Divine Energy we all have. As an empath of sorts, I experience strong emotional currents, I've never dealt with that very well. Guess it's time. Again, not what I was planning. Oh God, you are a clever clever God. Someday I will have the energy or perhaps guts to spill this all out in detail, but hell, I'm on day one of a whole new world. Again, all new. Again, I am simply amazed at this life.

Goddess ~ Embracing my the Divine Feminine, Please support my journey.
God
Thank you for the revelations, I'm sorry I took so long to listen.
Please help me to stay focused and strong and faithful ~
Your Daughter

Top 5 things I am Grateful for this morning:
Health
Strength
Kindness
Light
Courage

P.S. Kids, Mom loves you. Simple as that ~