Just a thought ~

if i believe God created me and that God is within me
then wouldn't God want the very best for me?
wouldn't EVERYONE therefore deserve
something AWESOME in their life?
would u expect less from GOD?
then why the fuck would i?

Top 5 Things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Honesty
Truthfulness
Compassion
Memories
Music. Sweet Music.

What a day. What a rush. I love working with people. I forget when there are no retreats up here. It's surreal how my old abilities just kick it. It's natural. Cohesive, it's my element. I do truly love people and these people are safe. We are ALL here on a spiritual journey and here to be safe as we learn to be compassionate towards our own very human suffering. Learning to live in the moment. To be in harmony. We all desire the same result. It's so incredibly difficult sometimes. I worry about my kids. Should I stay? Should I go. Should I? Should I? Should? It's the constant questions on so many levels. Then it hits me after a day or so of that nonsense to just sit back and enjoy the ride. I have goals, wonderful and very realistic goals. This is no easy place to be. Literally and Figuratively. I have memories resurfacing from when I was 3 years old and 5 years old and 9 years old. It's unnerving. Yet necessary. So GOD if you're ready I am setting my intentions and handing the reigns over. I am continually practicing preventative measures and being proactive today for tomorrow but NO MORE PLANNING! It's futile and ridiculous. I swear sometimes I can hear God chuckle. That's not voices in my head talking, it's GOD, LAUGHING! :D Beautiful world.  we live in... We need to take care of it though. Take care of each other...  Love thy neighbor...

"Heal The World"

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me

Heal the world we live in, save it for our children
Heal the world we live in, save it for our children
Heal the world we live in, save it for our children
Heal the world we live in, save it for our children

Michael Jackson

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