I think I am done stumbling for proof of Divinity. I believe, I believe, I believe. Angels are watching over me, everywhere around me. I am truly blessed and this is clearly my time.
I am wiped out. Body is exhausted and yet sleep eludes me. Up early in the a.m. to cook my last meal here on "The Mountain". Said goodbye to my new friends in the "moat". There are some lovely people I shall miss, yet I am so excited truly excited to be moving on and starting this new life. I am READY. I have accomplished more in the least amount of time possible and feel exhilarated by it. Exhilarated and a bit overwhelmed if I let myself think about. But if I stumble now, if I fall down, if I can't be all I can be, well that is still not a failure, because I will pick myself up again and again. It's who I am. I have always been a survivor and now I am one who lives and soon I shall fly as high as my wings can take me. I am ready to soar and just standing on the precipice ready to launch. Oh I am ready to cut these tethers. Patience, patience, this will all come soon enough. Yes, there is much to still do and enjoy here. Being in this moment with my dear dear friend Mz. P, Mz. King, Mz. Linda and the yogis and my sweet sentient friends. The riotous colors of Spring. Yes, there is much I will think of fondly and much I will remember with joy. That is how I shall depart, with love in my heart. Always ~
Goddess, God
Thank you for the patience to appreciate things to come and appreciate what is here right now. There is such wonder in every moment, in every breath. Simple things, a simple life. I have everything I need and so very much more. I thank you. Truly, deeply, humbly. Wahe Guru Wahe Jio ~
Your Daughter
Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Refills
Divine Guidance
Ease
Simplicity
Detachment
P.S. मैं तुमसे प्यार करता हूँ ~ Mom
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