Sometimes I believe people come into our lives to remind us of who we are. To reflect our most inherent virtues. Our loving attributes. To mirror our innermost truth. It is wonderful when we are able to acknowledge our own goodness. I was reminded tonight that "right action" for one may not be "right action" for another. What is "right" for one is not necessarily right for another. The example to quote my dear new friend was in stating that "wholesomeness" for one may be a dungeon mistress. I quite agree. It's the judgement of others that dictates THEIR thoughts on what is considered right in someone else's life. Living our lives for others I do not believe is the focus of life. Nor should it be. (My life goal is stop with the "shoulds" and the judgement associated with it). It's the focus of OUR life, looking within to see what our own personal value set it, what our "wholeness" is, that would equivocate our "wholesomeness" as our "rightness" with our own self would be well, WHOLE, complete. I think that will make sense when I reread it, edit it, and perhaps sleep on it. Regardless it is a thought, and well, it's just a thought. Period. :)
Exhausted doesn't cover what I am feeling. A gambit of emotions, the boss lady was back in her more "difficult" form today and raring to go a round or two with me. In love I acted, and did not react. I did stand firm and true to my boundaries and caring for myself and my safety (yep there's a story). I am not messing around. This is not about regression, it's about progression. I am moving forward. God brought me this far. I'm not getting stuck again. Nope. Nope. Nope. Ending this with all the love in my heart ~
Goddess ~ You ignite me. I am woman.
God
You have not let me down. You have not failed me. I am yours. I exalt thee. Hear my thanks.
Your daughter
Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Joy
Grace
Challenges
Comedy
Sisterhood
P.S. Have I told you lately that I love you children of mine? Hmm, well perhaps I have, but saying it again and again does not get old. On that note: I LOVE YOU ~ Mom
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