Shift Happens ~

I really do not believe in coincidence. I think I am being permitted to "think" I have connected the dots. Truth? God knows I made a huge mess of things before so this time around I get the CLEAR choice. Like, "Follow the yellow brick road" and LITERALLY a yellow brick road appears. I am ready for change and have opened my heart and life to God's plan. Well revelation happened, it just so happens NONE of it is in line with what I THOUGHT was the way things were going. What a shock! ha ha ha ha ha HA. Oh, this life has just become even more ridiculously wonderful. I'm in it, I am accepting it. Living within it and learning to love every moment of it. Just a little shift in perception and voila, a whole new world is introduced to us.

Oh the group that left today, the month long retreat, will be so very missed by little ole' me. Such a precious and sweet group of people. I truly fell in love with each and every single person on that retreat. I was crying when the shuttle came to collect them.  We did the group hug thing and separate hugs, even the shuttle driver was not to be left out. One of my co-workers said it must be hormones, I said,"Nope, that's just me." I don't think everyone gets I am really mushy and do in fact love like that, all the way, with no reserve. That's just how I roll baby. That's just how I roll. I love loving. Fact is I'm just finally in a safe place right now with the support that allows demonstrative affectionate loving. I dig it. One of the biggest perks about this job. Even finding love, new love for the boss lady. I may be too trusting, or maybe it's just that I understand holding a grudge is futile, I don't know, but loving her is a hell of a lot more my gig than not. I choose love, that's just who I am. I have come a long way and still have a long way to go, and let me reiterate, I have absolutely nothing figured out, but one thing I do know is I operate out of love, and I don't ever want to change that. Loving people IS my comfort zone.

Goddess ~ Thank you for answering on such short notice. I felt the absolute truth from a totally different perception and I am living it now. I accept it. I love it. I really love it. THANK YOU!!!

God

You who heard my unspoken prayer. Who saw into my heart and showed me a life I never imagined for myself. A glimpse at something so much bigger. I am awake. I am aware. I am aware I am awake.  It's me and you God. You've got me and I've got you. I THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH. I am your vessel. I am your daughter. I AM because YOU ARE. That's a beautiful truth, that's my beautiful truth ~

Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Dreams
Belonging
Glimpses
Celestial Bodies
Love

P.S. My two angels, my two celestial bodies of my deepest soul, I love you. Oh how I love you. More than words. More than words. 'Ofa 'atu fau ~ Mom