Love's Many Faces ~

Love has so many faces. Sometimes we find the most love in the unlikeliest of places ~

I am not settling for less than God's plan.

Goddess ~ There is only today, only right now, what am I worried about? Thank you for showing me the power of love, the many faces of nature, the love of Her, Our Mother ~

God

What is there to say? I have been feeling so much, hurting so deeply, openly weeping most of today

There is no rhyme or reason, simply a full feeling that is whole, some parts sad, others glad 

The yin and yang, the balance of the universe, the openness of my heart to feel and to share, to understand

My purpose, Your purpose for my soul, it leaves me humbled as I doubt my courage to follow through

When I think these thoughts, I know they are just a thought, and in the end I have dedicated my life to YOU 

I love you. I thank you. I ask you to see the prayers within my heart's deepest recesses 

Please grant me serenity ~

Your Daughter

Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:

Banana Cake

Sharing

Reconnecting

Values

Intuition

P.S. Hello my two loves, mom here. Son, I've been looking at your pictures from Prom and that super cute pic with your cousin and lil bff girlie friend. I see in your eyes a sweetness and gentleness. I weep from happiness at the amazing man you are and are becoming. Oh sweet boy how you have grown. I miss holding your hand, miss our talks, miss your smile, miss your voice, miss your jokes and fine humor, miss your witty remarks and sparkling laughter. I miss you. Daughter of my heart, Star of my sky, I think of you and think of one of my most cherished and precious memories. You were not quite 2 years old and we were in the airport in LAX for D:AYS, living in there like the movie the Terminal. It was daddy, your brother, you, and me alone for the first couple of days. We were traveling standby to Hawaii during the summer for one of your family reunions. Two of your uncles and cousin were also there, waiting with us after the first couple of days. You were finally able to get out on a flight with your brother and cousin by riding on your uncle's lap. When the flight attendant came and said you could fly you were so happy you started running toward the plane, ALONE. I called after you and you turned and looked at me and ran back and jumped into my arms. You gave me the biggest, tightest hug EVER and said,"It's okay mommy I love you, I am going to fly on the airplane so I will be in Hawaii and you will have to hurry because I am going and I am going to be waiting for you." You told me how it was going to be. You know what? We got out on the next flight, daddy and I.  I have never forgotten that moment. I have never forgotten that hug. There is a picture of that moment in my box of pictures back in Tonga. I love you sweet girl and although I have nothing figured out, know that in this life I am always only right behind you. You inspire me, the both of you, you motivate me, the both of you. I don't know how, but I know it will all work out in the end. Always loving you and adoring you. Mom