Homework ~

So here is what I learned today:
I am mature
I am wise
Neither of these things are doing shit all for my disposition as I sit here in my pink fuzzy bunny hat contemplating why I picked now of all times to grow up. Grrr... mental eye roll, mental eye roll.

I am going to be working on a few things this next week. It just so happens I have exactly one week to do this, starting tomorrow. Today I was assigned the homework. Let's not be too hasty here.

I am going to be defining the life I need. To do that I will be examining 7 words I wrote down on Saturday night that are now known as my "life trigger words". What I am going to do is examine what each of these words means to me in my life.  The words are: Love, Unity, Divine Spark, Sweetness, Compassion, Kindness, and Virtue.  (Mary gave me the assignment. I have a problem and this is how I will find the solution. Yay me!)

What am I going to do right now? Thank GOD for this amazing opportunity to learn and grow and become wiser and more mature. Thank GOD for this life and all of the incredible beauty all around. Thank GOD for amazing friends and their children. Thank GOD for my children and their families. Thank GOD just because I am thankful. So very thankful.

Thank you God. Thank you Goddess.
Your Daughter

Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Yoga
Reflection
Chances
Sisterhood
Children

(ONE VERY SPECIAL THANK YOU AND GRATITUDE AWARD TO MISS MARY, "YOU ARE A FUCKING ROCK STAR AND A PROPHET WOMAN!")

P.S. Kids, today was something, something special and beautiful and wonderful and all full of grown-up appreciation and a kind of wonder I will never quite understand that I think must be Magic. I miss you both.  I would love to share the magic of this mountain while I am still here. Everyday I stop making this life so difficult it gets better. I accept I did that a lot. I am once again so sorry you both suffered because of my choices. Loving you always. Mom