Whew, what a day. More like a day and a half. I've been talking in halves a lot lately. One whole is simply not enough and I'm trying to stay within the "honest" and "truthful" boundaries so rounding up is a bit too much of an exaggeration. So, it's a day and a half. I've been up since 3 a.m., 3:07 to be exact. I woke up at midnight the first time, then PRAYED it was before 2 a.m. so I could at the LEAST get in a couple more hours before the alarm went off. I was in luck, or blessed with good fortune rather and it was in fact 11:51 p.m. HOWEVER, I didn't exactly make that request clear apparently, because I woke up before I had to. This is not a good thing when I am on a rather sleep deprived schedule as it is and wake up is at 5 a.m. at the LATEST, on Tuesdays now it is @ 4:45 a.m. Although the pain has receded since the fall, and on days there has even been none or maybe it's more like I've gotten used to it and that's a bummer and a half (he he 1/2). Anyways, it's not that big of a deal, I've had worse this is just a different kind of worse. I went in today to see a new dentist, on my own, and was fitted for a bottom mouth guard that should tide me over until I have a job with dental, after my contract ends here. In about 6-12 months, give or take, um, yeah. Well this has all been a very expensive and vague lesson learned (seriously don't want to give this situation, past situation, any more energy). In the future, I look out for myself, and that's not being selfish, that's being smart. Coulda woulda shoulda. I'm right HERE, right NOW. Moving on. Hey I like this new life. Besides, I'm handing this all off to God, officially. Whew, what a day ~
I'm going to go to bed.
Goddess ~ Thank you for showing me where I have been. I bow to your infinite wisdom. The time you have prepared me for has arrived. Love, peace, and faith ignite ~
God
You brought me this far. I'm ready to rest for the rest ~
Your Daughter
Top 5 things I am GRATEFUL for today:
Sleep
Yoga
Music
Perception
Direction
P.S. I was bragging on you two today. My new(est) Dentist is 1/2 and 1/2 LDS (more halves). His dad and a couple of siblings are non-LDS and his mom and a couple of siblings are LDS. It works in his family. Gave me hope. I love you more than the night loves the moon and more than the day loves the sun. That much and more ~ Mom
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